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Hey there, thanks for visiting. The construction work for the blog has just finished except for one thing and that's the lounge section, as always. (For some reason, it's always incomplete)
For old viewers, here are what I've did to my blog, in case you didn't notice:
- removed Archive page cause it's high maintenance
- changed the gallery to an Instagram feed
- installed FontAwesome
- created a Music Player for the lounge, no longer do you need to look at millions of play buttons, just click and play
- newly written About page
- header image can now be changed but only for Home and inside of posts, toggle it away with the up arrow if you need to
- added different header images for all other pages
Have fun reading about me whining. ;)

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Oct 28, 2010

Exaggerate (浮夸)

This is how my life goes, a little too exaggerating at times but it's all made up to be sure that you're taken attention to. Without enough attention, no one can really survive. Like the life of an invisible man, unknown by others. You might think that it's pretty cool cause no one knows you out there and you can prank around. But when the time comes, you'll regret for what you thought at first.

有人问我 我就会讲
但是无人来
我期待 到无奈
有话要讲 得不到装载
我的心情犹像樽盖等被揭开
咀巴却在养青苔
人潮内 愈文静
愈变得 不受理睬
自己要搅出意外
像突然地高歌
任何地方也像开四面台
着最闪的衫 扮十分感慨
有人来拍照 要记住插袋


This is how a celebrity feels, some of them at most of the time. Putting out a pose for news reporters or magazine paparazzi to catch some photo and put them up on their produced reading materials. It's the same for us, the non-celebrities. We disguise ourselves to show out the best of our own in the open society. Occasionally, some break down and complain to their relatives about this and that. But it all "wears off" later and they'll stand up again, eager for more.

你当我是浮夸吧
夸张只因我很怕
似木头 似石头的话
得到注意吗
其实怕被忘记
至放大来演吧
很不安 怎去优雅
世上还赞颂沉默吗
不够爆炸
怎么有话题 让我夸
做大娱乐家


Seriously, when you're in the midst of a crowd, or even if you're in a group, some tend to be ignored or forgotten. Their words are not even considered. The instability between people is everywhere. The rich, intelligent, good-looking, resourceful ones will attract more attention while the poor, uneducated, normal-looking, not-as-resourceful ones will be kicked aside. It is an endless vicious cycle which no one can ever change it. Where there is people, there is trouble.

那年十八 母校舞会
站着如喽罗
那时候 我含泪
发誓各位 必须看到我
在世间平凡又普通的路太多
无知你住哪一座
情爱中 工作中
受过的忽视太多
自尊已饱经跌堕
重视能治肚饿
未曾获得过 便知我为何
大动作很多 犯下这些错
搏人们看着我 算病态么


Normally, a person works hard because of something. Either its for a family, for a thing, for an animal, for a plant, or for anything else. And self-consciousness, some have too less, some too much. It is also easily manipulated and variated. The environment is a powerful weapon against a person. it can either build him up into a skyscraper, or crumble it into ashes.