New Year

Chose a new icon for myself ("Komodo Media" styled foliage) from a vast number of vectors I was looking for and hope that it gives myself some fresh new light for 2013. And from today on, I'm staying at a new place with a different life leading ahead. I am no longer staying with my parents as I'm going to further my studies in Sunway University. I will be on the American Degree Transfer Program (ADTP) offered by Sunway and will be pursuing Actuarial Science, given that everything goes on smoothly. It's a big bet I'm placing on, cause I might run out of capacity to invest in this while in pursue towards the future.

I do not know what to say about my current feelings towards life, not that I'm unsatisfied by my current living, but I'm actually looking at life from a farther distance, not only am I looking at my own life and those around me but also stories of other people and the 'how's and 'why's about life given by different people.
This music piece below is very suiting for what life can be pictured as a large portion but not all of it.

Town, Flow of Time, People

There are always these tiny little things that we humans tend to ignore and lose focus on. They change, as much as we do, or perhaps even more than we do. Sometimes, we might even forget of their existence. Is it simply because it's too insignificant? Or is it that people just don't even bother about it?

Town, Flow of Time, People

by Key Sounds Label

Responsibility

Been selected as the President of the school Taekwondo club, the Secretary of the school Christian Fellowship Club (I'm not a Christian though), and the Treasurer of the school Kelab Bahasa Melayu. Well that sounded "great", right? Having playing all different roles at once. I never expected this to happen. Well, I'll always have to expect the unexpected. haha...

Nevertheless, I've only started my role as a President cause the others, which are still not passed on to me yet, are under the old seniors' work cause they didn't fulfill their duties yet. The thing is, I'm not feeling any pressure. Perhaps I'm already used to it even though I was never given pressure by others. I pressure myself usually. It's a motivating action after all. Self-motivation is somehow important. However, one would always meet desperate moments in life.

Crumpled

Life's been like a piece of crumpled paper. I don't know why I'm using that as my adjective. But some things have been so wrong and I just can't tell why. I know that something is afoot but I don't think I can solve it.

I noticed some changes in one of my friends attitude towards me. Yet, I can't tell if it's an underestimation or jealousy. He's like trying to argue over everything with me. He's so full of himself, I can hear that in his voice. And he's underestimating my knowledge and thinking skills, having the thought that I think like a little kid, not knowing the pros and cons of every single issue I'm discussing with him.